Sunday, August 8, 2010


My friend writes,

Been spending an amazing time in a little town named Rico Colorado. It is a rustic little mining town with mainly dirt roads. A mix of run down shacks, and some really fine homes/buildings. We are staying here with friend of G's who has down well for himself by pure chance, he followed his passion for dodge power wagons. His name is D. and he is a really good guy, I like him. Was nervous to meet him, but it's all good now.

G. has some really good friends. People he trusts, people who are genuinely happy for him, people who know him and they tease each other with deep affection.

Here are some shots of his home:
I enrolled myself in a WD online course. It is $129. They recommend one lesson per week. I downloaded my first pdf of lesson #1, and as I read the glossary of terms, I began to weep.The initial phrase that got me was “Awakening: The lifelong process of realizing who you are in your totality and living your truth in whatever ways are natural for you. Awakening is the process of maturing into your own full expression as a divinely human creature. ”

I want to live my truth! And feel I am not living my truth So much, So badly, so SO SOOOOOO aaaaarg!!!!! je suis one passionate bump on the log who occasionally jumps off because it rains and the tide picks me up...
I do believe I will get my money's worth. I am putting my heart into it and am looking forward to m un-windings.

I went to Facebook, and was cruising around. I went to your page, I saw 56 profile pix..wow! I looked at this one,
and began to weep. Weep for you because I love you, I love exactly how you are in the world, the curve of your cheek, your athletic way, your laugh, your style, your sadness and your joy. And why is seeded watermelons so hard to find?

What am I gonna do with my life ("exactly what I'm doing" well, that doesn't help (why do you need help) it feels like I need help, the occasional arising tension in my belly tells me so. I AM the princess with a pea.

I love you, my wonderful dear sweet human friend passionate and giggly T!!!


Your Z girl in Colorado.